geez, so its been like a month since i've updated. nothing much had happened, except school is out and we have 3 weeks off. yay! amber is over. and later this week, my aunt and cousin are coming in town, so that will be fun. ah im bored of this.

holy crap, i havent updated in like two weeks!! ahhhh..

um ok, so last week nothing really significant happened i guess, cuz i cant remember anything about it.  this monday was halloween and i got candy with amber. it was all very exceting. then for the rest of the week i stayed up at the school for play rehersal till like ummm 9 or 10 each night.  and i got cut out of my two biggest parts, so my part now is miniscule. o well.  hakuna matata.  we have had performances on thursday and saturdays and we have one more this monday. it shall be grand.  hmmm ya, so last night was the cast party. ah gahh it was so fun. we went to los cucos and ate and just chilled. it was cool and i learned more about zekkie zinch and honest abe. o, and i met katies boyfriend, so that was pretty thrilling. then we went to madison's house for like an hour and first played knockout and i won the first game because i am amazing. umm then we just chilled and told riddles and really mean racist and jew jokes. yay.

im really tired. i have gotten like no sleep this week. and i have alot of homework. curse The Once and Future King. garrrr

hey yall! i just got back from the rennisanse(sp?) festival and it was ehhh ok. katherine and i had fun, but we went with theatre, and those people are definately not my favorite people to be around. like they are really outgoing, but extremely inclusive. ahh it makes me so frustrated. but katherine wanted to go with the big group of people, so we basically just followed around in the back and went on a few rides. it is annoying to me how people will be so cool and talk to you when its just you at school, but when they get into a group of people, they will ignore you and treat you like dirt. ahhh im kinda venting sorry. it just that katherine always wants me to go to these theatre outings and i am tired of it. like i know she really wants to go, and i dont want to make her go by herself, but im sick of always feeling like the odd one out and im tired of feeling like the one that people put up with, but really dont like.  and its not just theare, its also the st ignatious people. im tired of going there. my mom is trying to firce this whole catholic thing on me, and its wearing me down because i dont like most the people at st ignatious. i just want to say "screw you mom" and go to 249. there i feel like people might actually enjoy my company rather than just put up with it.  i sounds really redundant sry. constantly feeling like people hate you and think ur annoying wears me down. maybe im just paranoid, but i dont think so.

ok, well ive kinda made myself kinda sad so im gunna go...sry for goin a little emo on you.  dont worry, it wont last..

ahh garrrr..im angry. i cant believe that we lost the game last night! i mean, come on!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we were so close. so i stayed up late and then couldnt sleep because i was so distraught, so i got like 4 hours of sleep. so the lack of sleep and the fact that the astros lost, put me in quite a crappy mood today. im still in a bad mood.  im tired. my mom only let me have 1/2 serving of lasagna. this saddens me. im hungry. gahhh um this weekend was boring as all-get-out. i just sat at home and watching mtv. i was suppossed to go to the fair game with char, but my mom and dad decided last minute to go on a hott date, so ihad to stey home and babysit. poopy. and this weekend amber is going to dallas, so we cant hang out. what a fatty. jk. abs tomarrow, so that shall be fun. since this school year started, like my whole week revolves around abs. it seems like the only place i can go to escape drama and boredom and homework. and they have good cookies, so thats a definate plus.

i sound kinda depressed in this entry. im not, im just bitter cuz the stros lost.

if u wanna hang out this week and save me from my boredom comment or just call.

adios